Is it true that once you get to a certain age in life, there is a need to find your Self? You stop and realize that you are standing on that spot, wondering "Now What?". I am standing there. Now. Wondering.

I created this Blog quite by chance or was it? I started out wanting to comment on a friend's blog. I felt that he should know that someone was out there. In order to post, I had to go through the motions. So I spent some time coming up with a unique name to fill in the blank. The name is meant to remind me of a lesson I'm trying to learn. And naturally, because I am who I am, I'm finishing what I started. The idea of a Blog has been swimming in my mind for awhile now really. In difficult times, I have always turned to writing as a source of clarity and sanity. I'm clinging to it now.

What better therapy than to throw my thoughts and feelings out into the world. A Blog is something way outside of my comfort zone. It leaves me feeling vulnerable and totally exposed but at the same time, it feels right. So for a change, I'm listening to my gut and going out on the limb... doing something that scars me. Writing in the Blog, as I see it, will be a great way of being out there and hopefully communicating with the Universe. So here I go, pressing the "Publish" button. Yikes!