Control Freak. Who? Me?

I find myself struggling strenuously. Not against anything tangible but I'm losing nonetheless. I want life to go a certain way right now but don't you know it, it's not turning out exactly as I scripted it. The harder I wish for something to happen, the more it doesn't. Losing control and spinning. Where is that calm center? Patience. Let go. Pay attention to the only moment that exists. Now. Happiness can't wait for "someday...".