Surrender

The best thing to do when you want something to happen so badly but it's just not happening. I worry about selling our apartment quickly. We have spent so much time and energy getting to this point. We are finally ready to wrap things up here and go in search of a happy and satisfying future. All that stands in our way is to sell our home in order to finance our dream. Each day that passes by represents 1,440 seconds when something might happen to derail us. We wait impatiently and try very hard to push the panic aside. We can't afford to travel through the panic for fear of getting lost and never coming out the other side. So the only solution left is to surrender. Holding onto to whatever shred of faith is left that destiny awaits us and that we will be on the road soon.