Hanging In For A Ride

The last two and a half months have been an emotional roller-coaster that has taken on a spiritual layer lately. I have been learning a lesson like no other I've faced yet in my life. A friend asked me what lessons did I think I was being taught. I have been studying so many new and different philosophies from so many different points of view that I'm quite frankly a bit overwhelmed. I made a conscious effort to stop going in so many different directions for now and take my time studying and really integrating the learning.

There has been a common theme of messages to me in all my reading:

* Patience - The timing of events are not for me to script.
* Faith - To know that there is a higher power that is taking care of things and will send us on our adventure when the time is right.
* Letting go - When I try hard to make things happen, whether it's a new habit or an event I want to happen, it just doesn't work. I don't feel right.

Tonight, right now, I know these as my truths. It was a totally different story this morning. The thing about these lessons are that they are learned and unlearned before they can become a part of me. These have been difficult lessons. If happiness, health, peace and security is on the other end though, I'll stay on this ride no matter how hard it gets.